HELLO EVERYONE.
My exhausting secondary one life is finally coming to an end. For this whole, one year, i have definitely gained many new knowledge, as well as great friendships along the way. Although we may argue at times, we usually make up soon. This new Sec.1 year has surely been a tiring year for me. All the CCA and School work pressure, IT'S KILLING ME! I might be able to cope, but I'm not sure about the CCA part. Joining this CCA is a correct choice, but whether I'm ready to take on more challenges? I'm not confident.

Everyone has his/her own flaws. We all make mistakes. We all should be more forgiving. I hate to admit it, but I know I'm not contributing enough towards my CCA. I feel guilty and remorseful for that, but I really am trying my best. I don't show attitude, even though i might not like that someone. I know why i was not chosen, but I'm perplexed at why someone else is.

She keeps saying she's worse then us, that she doesn't practice. But i have a feeling that she's lying. No offence, but well...She did get in. I know she can sing better than me, so she does not need to be so modest in front of us. She's our friend, but she doesn't comfort us when we were scolded, or "kicked out". She simply doesn't show that she cares. I'm terribly upset. But I can't do anything. I have no idea what to do now. I'm perplexed and troubled.

Today is THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE IN THIS YEAR. It is the day where ALL the IJ convents come together to celebrate the 155th anniversary of CHIJ. And. I am not included. Why? I got kicked out. I'm really overwhelmed with sadness. I can't believe that I'm not chosen. I wish that i could go back in time. It would change some things. I'm sure.

Now I'm done with My CCA. Back to studies and school.

Exams are appraoching. and FAST. Teachers are losing thier tempers more often. And i think thier losing thier Voices too.Our attitudes are just too slack. way too slack. Every History lesson, there's a bug in class. Then, Miss Yeo Screams. During Math, we take ages to end in our homewrok. And Mrs Wong Scolds. In science, we don't answer questions, Mrs Tan says we're useless and don't Think. Strrrrreeeesssss!

I think we all should be preparing for our up coming EOY examinations by now. In 1 or 2 more wks time, our exams start. Next wk, there's a literature unseen prose, and a Sci mock paper. In the following week, English papers "choing" towards us. Then, all the others follow behind, with math being the slowest. HAHAH.

Okay, i really have no more time/mood to post. tata, STUDY HARD, GUYS!
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